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~chachaQueen
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*waves from emo corner* don't talk to me when im in my emo cornerrrrrr
*Kofedit* No need to read this, I've cooled down. I'm not going to delete it, but this is most likely pointless to yhu xnx

*warning, rant with bad words and no grammer/spellingg im so pissed atmfffff*

i told my mom about my relapse today. i was doing pretty damn good for a few months but BAM fuck all your progress with one over emotional minut. i told her i needed help. a lot, i mean. i've been slipping it to her now and again but i guess she didn't see the scars cuz she got all pissed off thinking it was about scool.

after i showed her my arms thoug she got even angrier and basically called me stupid for not knowing how to stop and kinda acused me of being an attention whore, but in diff words, i knew what she meanrt ><

then she went on shouting at me about what help why do i need help who i want ot talk to and shit, but i didn't answer because tbh IDFK. i guess i need therapy for this crap? does therapy really help. i tried to stop, and i did fora long ass time but skjlbdhlkakjfkl just gdi

anyways she left again, went to grammas with the brats. she wanted me to go but hell no, not after that. so i told her before she left  i wanted to talk to my friend. hes like the only friend i have irl, and i can tell him anythign, but i guess cuz hes old or something mom wouldn't let me call him because "you don't need to talk to him about stuff like that" and after a hard glare "what? you have that kind of relationship you can tell him this sort of thing? youw should talk to people your own age they would understand better blahblahblahbalhaaa

ff. I think I'm done. I'm all worn out now. god. Don't worry guys I'm not going to do it, I've started trying to draw butterflies and naming em, saw online that it helps. x.x Is therapy really the way to go, cause I really think I need help, and no one else is here for me so :c
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~Swauv-dog May 28, 2013  New member
Hiya
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~chachaQueen May 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Eyo dawg ^-^
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~Swauv-dog May 29, 2013  New member
x3
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~chachaQueen May 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
xux how you be doe?
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~SXxIntoxicatedxX May 3, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Hullo. =) Hope you like. [link]
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~chachaQueen May 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:heart: thank you sooo much bro!
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~SXxIntoxicatedxX May 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
You is welcome. =D
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*Sabereth Apr 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey I'm a friend of Blewchichi.
She got deactivated from deviantart and won't be on for a while.
Hope you understand.
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~chachaQueen Apr 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
;n; ohh, that sucks majorly. Yeah I understand, hope it gets sorted out x
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~AzariaDragon Apr 11, 2013  Student General Artist
You're pretty and you know it clap your hands! This is a toast to you. For the guy who has you, the losers who had you, and the lucky idiots who are good to have you! Send this to 15 pretty girls including me if you consider me on that list! You've been hit! You've been considered 1 of the 15 prettiest girls on my list. Once you've been hit you have to hit 15 pretty girls. if you do this the love of your life will notice how pretty you are and make a move<3 If you've been hit again, you know you're really pretty. However if you break this chain, you will be cursed with ugly for 10 years so hit up 15 Pretty girls. GOOD LUCK<3 (: if u get this again u don't have to send it again
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